Stuck inlove ♥

Starstruckk

2010-03-25T20:50:00.000-07:00

OHHH.. I LOVE THESE PEOPLE:

Shenae Grimes from 90210 ♥

Matt Lanter from 90210 ♥

Dianna Agron from GLEE ♥

Chris Colfer from GLEE ♥

Chace Crawford from Gossip Girl ♥

Taylor Momsen from Gossip Girl ♥

LIKE, WOAAHHH... (=

I MISS BLOGGING! fuuuuuuuuu~

2010-03-25T19:40:00.003-07:00

AAAAAHHHHHH! IT FEELS SO GOOD TO BE BACK!

DEAR BLOGGIE,
I'M SO SORRY FOR BEING INACTIVE! I WAS BUSY WITH SCHOOL WORKS..

HONESTLY!

WE JUST FINISHED OUR FINAL EXAMS & NOW ITS SUMMER!♥
~~FREEDOM~~ AT LAST...

I WAS ONLY ACTIVE IN FACEBOOK THE WHOLE TIME 'CAUSE IT WON'T TAKE ME LONG
& MY CLASSMATES WERE A CHAT AWAY WHENEVER WE HAVE HOMEWORKS TO DO =.=

NOW I CAN BLOG ALL I WANTTT (:
HOPEFULLY, IT'LL BE A WORRY-FREE VACAY.

I HAVEN'T UPDATED MY CURRENT ADDICTIONS, YET!
WELL, WE'LL MOVE ON TO THAT LATER..
'CAUSE RIGHT NOW IMMA ANNOUNCE SOME JUICY NEWS♥

- JUSTIN BIEBER'S MY WORLD 2.0! MAJOR WANTTT!
- HAD A MAJOR HEARTBREAK :(
- WILL BE GOING TO A POOL RESORT ON THE 27TH
TO CELEBRATE OUR CLASS'S FAREWELL PARTY.
- WILL BE GOING TO DAVAO THIS APRIL.
- SUJU'S CONCERT IN MANILA! SUUUPERRRR WANNNNNNNTTTTTT!

*SIGHS*.. THE THINGS WE CAN'T HAVE IN LIFE..

LATEST ADDICTIONS:

Logan Wade Lerman ♥

Yoo Seung Ho ♥

Super Junior ♥

WELL, I GUESS THAT'S ALL FOR NOW..
HAPPY SUMMER FOR MEE! :)

~xoxo,
toki

November rush :)

2009-11-29T04:59:00.000-08:00

I haven't posted much since Intramurals. I was really feeling lazy. I dunno why, but I guess I'm getting tired of THINKING lately. This will be my only post this November since I want to have at least a post every month to keep in track in my Draft posts :) well, I'm just gonna share what happened this month. SORRY If this doesn't satisfy your reading ability

Well, first of all, I was really enjoying all the happenings that took place. And I was feeling a little satisfied too 'cause most of them involve adding of points to my Extra-Curricular activities. I want to have BETTER grades these 3rd & 4th quarter.
well, there's:

- Presentation for Feast Day
this added points to my Extra-Curri. activities. Specifically we won the "MOST RELEVANT" among all the 1st yr. sections since this presentation is by-section. I was playing the role of one of the street children. I don't want major roles :)

- Feast Day
nothing much. Just celebrating our Feast Day [FRESHIES part]. We had cater, So I have to control myself. Actually, I had fun 'cause after eating, we were like, just, celebrating the day like all our problems have went away, gone forever. Eventually for me, I just talked with a bunch of my classmates, got involved in the games, and took pictures w/ them :)

- Intermission number for the English Week Culminating Activity
I got included in Clai's dancing troupe. we danced Hip-Hop, which is one of the things I never expected to make someone think that I'm actually good at it. Well, Actually I just gave my best for the sake of 50 points in my English grades / Extra Curri. activities. I felt great knowing that I didn't screw up infront of thousands of students :)

- NEW MOON watching w/ I-Lavender
I had soo much fun. I was the only I-Gold student. Fortunately, they were all very kind & friendly. plus, I didn't experience much trouble 'cause I've already met majority of these guys :) Most of us [well, the GIRLS, really :))] were screaming like wild when JACOB BLACK / EDWARD CULLEN would appear on the screen. lol =))

that's all I've got. gonna treasure these memories forever ♥

STARE ALL YOU WANT: During the "New Moon watching". we took this picture after the movie; outside SM Cinema.

Anti-Narusucku!

2009-10-28T03:57:00.000-07:00

Ok, so I found this one last night but I was too lazy to post it here due to my double posts just yesterday. this is to all NH fans.. (and, duh, if NS fans like, well, they may..)

CLiCK HERE.
--credits to SHiELA-NEECHAN for this one..

It's a raw chapter of Naruto 469. It's not out yet. But some people are just too excited, they'd dig into the spoilers.
Ok, to get straight to the point, I'm gonna paste some dialogues from the chapter.

Naruto: “Wha..?! What did you just say, Sakura-chan?! I think I misheard you, say it again.”
Sakura: “As I said, Naruto, I like/love you! Sasuke-kun doesn’t mean anything to me any more! I don’t know why I could love anyone like him… I’m confessing to you here, so listen to me.”
Naruto: “But why…? How come…? If you’re joking, then this isn’t funny at all… Sakura-chan…. Just… What the hell happened[to you]…?”
Sakura: “Nothing, really… I just opened my eyes… I don’t need to love someone who is a missing-nin and a criminal, do I? I’m not going to be a child forever. I’m going to look reality in the eye.”

Sakura: “So, Naruto… I don’t need your promise any more. Won’t you stop chasing Sasuke…?”

Yamato: “What is…”
Kakashi stops him

Naruto: “What happened[to you], Sakura-chan? Why did you so suddenly change your opinion of me…”
Sakura: “I’m telling you, I don’t need it any more! I’ve fallen in love with you, with all my heart, that’s why.”
Naruto recalls a scene where/when Sakura loved Sasuke.
Sakura hugs Naruto.
Kakashi: “Sakura, are you…”
Sakura: “I’ve just grown apart from Sasuke-kun… But you’ve always been at my side, Naruto. You cheered me on… I’ve realized… how you really are. You’re a hero who protected the village. Everyone in the villages loves you now…. I’ve just become one of them… You were that mischievous dead-last… but little by little you’ve grown lovely and handsome… You were close to me so I saw it. But Sasuke-kun keeps committing crimes… It just breaks my heart… He’s just become someone distant to me.”
Naruto: “…”
Sakura: “But Naruto… When I can touch you like this… I feel at peace… I’m telling you this from the bottom of my heart…”

Ok, time for me to react ..
WHAT WAS SHE THiNKiNG??!! OMFG! SHE WAS JUST BEING A WHORE, A SLUT, A BITCH!! AFTER SASUKE, NARUTO? OH, C'MON!! JUST BECAUSE SASUKE'S NOT THERE ANYMORE, DOESN'T MEAN SHE CAN GRAB ANY GUY NEXT TO HER!! AFTER ALL THESE YEARS, SAKURA HAS BEEN INSULTING, PUNCHING, DOING BAD THINGS TO NARUTO. & AFTER REGRETTING, CRYING, ADMITTING HER MISTAKES (which was stupid, BTW!), SHE SUDDENLY CONFESSED TO HIM THAT SHE LOVES HIM? OHH PLEASEE!!! HAS SHE GONE MAD? SHE'S JUST DEPENDING ON NARUTO'S FEELINGS FOR HER & EVERYBODY KNOWS THAT IT'S NOT RIGHT ONE BIT. SHE THINKS SHE'S SOO PRETTY, SHE CAN HAVE ALL THE GUYS SHE WANT. B*TCHY SUCKURA!! WHO'S NEXT?? SAI?? KIBA?? UUGHH.. SHE MAKES ME MAD ALL THE TiME! THAT SLUTTY ATTITUDE OF HERS!!! THERE'S ONE FACT ABOUT SAKURA: SHE'S AFRAiD SHE MIGHT NOT HAVE A SINGLE BOY IN HER LIFE. OOHHH, I CAN EXPLODE ANYTIME JUST THINKING OF WHAT SHE'VE DONE!! AAGHH.. SHE'S WORSE THAN THAT B*TCH FROM MY SCHOOL. AT LEAST SHE'S NOT ACTING LIKE A PLAYGIRL!!

Ok, I'm done. BUT, this one will at least calm my nerves..

Naruto: “Cut the bullshit, Sakura-chan… I told you I can’t laugh at a joke like that.”

Sakura: “What’re you angry for…? I’ve just gotten over Sasuke-kun, that’s all. A woman’s heart is a strange thing, isn’t it.”(<— Unsure about this line)

Naruto: “I… I hate people who’d lie to themselves!”

The end.

HA!! SHE DESERVED THAT. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT, IT MADE MY DAY.. HAHA.
I KNEW NARUTO WOULD BE SMART ENOUGH TO REALIZE THAT SAKURA'S JUST BEING A B*TCH..
I THINK IT'S BEEN CONFIRMED THAT HIS FEELINGS FOR SAKURA HAVE FADED AWAY.. THANK GOODNESS!! I CAN'T TAKE SAKURA'S SCHEMES ANYMORE. POOR NARUTO, TSK2.

Anyway, tricky thing is, when Hinata confessed to Naruto, Naruto didn't get mad, did he? Even if it was in the middle of a battle. but here, during Suckura's confession, he even said 'Bullshit' to her, and it's just a formal conversation happening, not a deadly battle. Sakura deserved it for lying to herself.. buhlala >:)

.. well, well, that's all I have to say. can't wait for chap. 469! Ciao!

Jennifer's body

2009-10-27T06:21:00.000-07:00

just watched "Jennifer's Body". It was really an awesome movie!! Like, I waited half an hour for it to load. and watched it from 3 hours or so [8 pm - 11 pm], even if it just takes an hour and 38 mins. Well, I paused and changed sites [pretended] 'cause I don't want the other family members to end up watching with me instead. I mean.. you know, I'm 12, under 17 yrs. old, that means I need an adult's supervision when I watch this movie.. well I WON'T! I hate Kill Joys ...

PLOT:
Insecure bookworm Anita "Needy" Lesnicki (Amanda Seyfried) and arrogant, popular flag girl Jennifer Check (Megan Fox) have been best friends "since the sandbox" and wear matching heart-shaped lockets engraved with the initials BFF to signify this bond, although they share little in common. One night, Jennifer insists Needy come to a local dive bar to attend a concert by indie rock band Low Shoulder, where Jennifer soon develops a crush on their lead singer, Nikolai Wolf (Adam Brody). While flirting with Jennifer, Nikolai concludes that she is a virgin. As the band begins to perform one of their songs, a suspicious fire engulfs the bar. Needy saves a somewhat intoxicated and shocked Jennifer, who, against Needy's wishes, ends up leaving with the band; they take her into the woods, where she learns that the band is worshiping Satan and that Nikolai intends to use her as a virgin sacrifice in order to become famous. However, as Jennifer is in fact not a virgin when Nikolai murders her, a demonic spirit takes over her body with all her memories still intact after Nikolai and the band leave. Later that evening, Jennifer appears at Needy's house, covered in blood. She resists attacking a terrified Needy and instead roams into the kitchen, where she tries to eat food from the refrigerator; unable to digest the matter, she vomits a trail of black ferromagnetic fluid. She then leaves the house in a hurry as Needy calls after her. Needy, left frightened and alone, believes something horrible has happened to Jennifer.

.. Obviously, I don't have plans to paste the whole plot of the story here. Just watch the movie. Google it or something, and watch out 'cause sometimes they'd just give out the trailer

PS: MEGAN FOX ROCKS!!!!! XDD

after intrams :D

2009-10-27T05:49:00.000-07:00

OK, I'll get straight to the point: THE INTRAMURALS '09 SUCK!!!
we weren't allowed to bring any gadgets, and there are guidelines about the way we dress.. WTF? like, we all know that short skirts, slippers, tube tops, shorts aren't allowed. but porontongs/pedals? and open shoes, sandals?? and oh!! even PENS? WHAT THE FVCKiNG HELL?!! my newly-bought Faber Castell pen was confiscated!! SERiOUSLY!!

and everyday, the bag check-up and body inspection are a must. how is it done? the C.A.T Officers will dig under your bag and do weird stuffs to your body. it just pisses me off, really ..

well, being with my friends couldn't be better. Of course, some students can be too sneaky to pass the inspection. But some were unlucky 'cause they were caught and their gadgets were confiscated ..

Well, some of my old schoolmates came.. and I was like, waving hardly at them. I was just too happy. I was talking a lot to them that some of my friends already felt O.P.

Ok, so over-all, the Freshies were ranked "3rd runner-up" in all the events. I was like, OMG, a written test will be happening in MAPE subject. But, I was a little happy though, 'cause our sister team, the Juniors, won..

..well, I'm not really in the mood to post all the things that happened during the intramurals. Some of my moments were just too personal ..Hope you'd understand!! that's all for now.. CiAO!

XOXO,
xTOKi-CHANx ♥

ohh!

2009-10-18T06:06:00.000-07:00

-these emoticons are just too cute to ignore x3

Ok, so I had a crazy week. *bow*
kidding! It's just that I'm soo darn busy && lazy to blog these days. I mean, I don't have time 'cause I have other stuffs to do and when I'm not at home, I may be at school practicing for next week's intramurals ..

It all started last Monday morning, during the assembly..
selected students from our section were asked to do the parts for the assembly at the pentagon, which includes: Gospel reading, Introduction, Flag raising, Conducting, && SiNGiNG. Luckily, I wasn't chosen 'cause my rank in the class is a bit far from the 15th place. or let's say, 2 places away. get it? (:

The Gospel reading was okay, though some were worth laughing or criticizing. when it came to the singing parts, *GAWDDD !! I can say that almost everyone, especially in our section, were LAUGHiNG! and it was DiSRESPECTiNG, I tell ya! but we couldn't hold it, SWEAR! It was just so hard to resist. Other people were even criticizing ..

So like, while I was standing in my usual position, I was babbling about being ashamed for them. I couldn't even take one minute to stand out there, with all the other students from kindergarten - high school level.

Anyhow, I think it was not a big deal at all. I know it's understandable 'cause they're still NEW students. The heck they would make mistakes, of course. it's natural (:

The following days were spent practicing for next week's intramurals. I really enjoyed practicing. I feel confident about winning 'cause of the cool stunts we have. not to mention our formation, our music, and our dance steps. The only problem is that we don't exert enough effort :[

Well, I don't have anything 'juicy' to say for now. Hope I can post everything that'll happen on next week's intrams. ADiOS Mi AMiGOS! -is it accurate?

Justin Bieber's NEW SiNGLE: "One less lonely girl"
out now in iTUNES! Also, please watch the Official music video! his debut album "My World" will be out in stores on November 17, 2009.

PS: Oooh. I just love the Pop Jazz steppings!
PPS: I think Megan's (Fox) new movie is great, "Jennifer's Body" (:

xTOKi-CHANx ♥

Fifteen :D

2009-09-26T04:56:00.000-07:00

WHAT A WEEK!
The LTSW changed us officers. Well.. a little bit. We promised not to CHEAT anymore. & we don't want the other sections to think that it's the reason why we're SMART and all that. Duhh, it'll be a complete turn-off..

Today's a Saturday! & yea, it's been WEEKS since I stayed home during a Saturday. Blame it to the Cheer Dance practices! 'Cause it's a hell lot TiRiNG!!

Though, Everytime we practice, I really enjoy the company of my friends. and how I get to go home LATE. Sometimes, If there's still time to spare, I either accompany some of my friends to the main lobby/bridge, or stroll around the campus, talking with 'em. The school's atmosphere at night is very BREEZY. Breezy to the sense of Calm, and Nice. It brings to the good mood of the people around. Not to mention to the *couples, too. Ssshh!!

Anyways, Yesterday (Friday), and Today, I had a whole lot of FUN spending time with my friends. Yesterday, I had 2 hours of spare time. Cheer Dance practice ended up earlier than I expected. I spent time with my friends from section Red. Swissa, the boy magnet, took the time looking for cute boys. Florame told her that I have a close friend that's cute. No doubt, she's talking 'bout Johnrich. Honestly, he's not that cute. I don't understand why girls think that way.

Here's a FF style of our conversation yesterday.
*Legends: Florame- F, Swissa- S, Me- L
F: He's really cute. & they're close with Louise.
L: What?
S: Really? I like, wanna see him!
L: Oh really? Then I won't hesitate going to the Covered Court right now.
S: Why the covered court?
F: His event during the upcoming intrams is Basketball.
L: Yea. and they're practicing there right now.
S: Fine then! Just remember that the both of you were the ones who said that he's cute. If he's not by my opinion, then I wont have a crush on him.
L: Wha?! I didn't even say the word 'cute'.
F: Whatever. Come on!
S: God, I'm gettin' nervous.
L: I just don't like him when he's wearing his Jersey.
F: Why?
L: I don't know. I just don't like it..

So Yea.. we ended up dragging Swissa to the Covered Court. I called up Johnrich, and he kinda had a 'confused-and-irritated' look on his face. He's getting used with fangirls, perhaps. Then again, Swissa thought he's cute, too, 'til he met with another friend of mine, Eugene.. XD

A few minutes have passed and the sky had turned Blue-ish-Violet. Pop Jazz practices were through, and we met with a couple of section Lavender accquaintances. We decided to just squat down the grass, under the night sky, feeling the calm, cold breeze, while talking about the latest gossip. and you thought i'm not much of a Gossip Girl?! :))

Today, I arrived at school late. Then I found Pearl and Mary Anne and ended up having fun with 'em since the whole practice was about rehearsing the Stunts [which was totally AWESOOME, by the way!].

When I arrived home, I took a nap and woke up 4 in the afternoon w/o taking my lunch. Then I watched the JONAS marathon, which ran for 2 hours and had 4 shows. JoElla OR Joe and Stella is my FAVORiTE TANDEM in JONAS!! \m/

Taylor Swift. Jonas Brothers. Justin Bieber.
Hope they'll keep on rockin'!!

PS: Pearl likes Justin Bieber, too! lol x)
PPS: Nick writes amazing love songs. He should like, team up with Taylor Swift!

- Searching for ~~love~~.
xTOKi-CHANx

happy?!

2009-09-20T22:48:00.000-07:00

No classes today. LOL :))

Ok, so I missed posting here about last Saturday. I went to school wearing yellow jogging pants and a white shirt paired up with my Converse shoes. I thought we're gonna have a Cheer Dance practice but then I thought NO, 'cause all the other members weren't wearing 'sporty' attires. I felt so left out of fashion, Good thing no one commented on my clothes XD

Oh well.. At least Cesar was wearing PE uniform.. Really!!

The reason why I went to school was because the distribution of Grade slips took place. I just wanna know my grades before my mom could, that's all. Sadly, I'm not included in the top ten this grading. I'm top 17. FiRST TiME iN MY WORLD..!! Gawdd, I SWEAR I'm gonna strive hard for the next grading!!

BTW: I feel so sorry for Kharissa. She cried 'cause she believed her grades were low. But it really wasn't. At least she got a B- .

My mom was disappointed, Of course. I'm tired of hearing her blah blahs until now. But I know those blah-blahs of hers are USEFUL. I just don't want to be dramatic infront of her. Really, I'm just tired. and devastated, for I was not included [in the Top 10].

My goodie-two-shoes sister was as usual, playing safe. She's top 2 in her class. LUCKY HER! She's in her Elementary's. Like, I even reached rank 1 in the Over-all once when I was grade 4!! (good times..)

Lately, I'm loving more of TAYLOR SWiFT. Her music is just so undeniably iNSPiRiNG!! It's like, her songs are for everybody! Everyone can seriously relate to the lyrics of her songs. and the best part is, THEY'RE SELF-COMPOSED! ^^

Whenever I start listening to Taylor's songs, I feel out of this world. Sometimes I get struck by the lyrics. try listening to "Forever and Always"! Though, I can't really relate to it, But I know how it feels. She wrote it for JOE JONAS after they broke up, maybe? :)

But the one song (of Taylor Swift) that REAALLYY hits me is: "You Belong With Me".

~Speaking of Taylor Swift, I heard about what happened to her during the VMA's. Kanye West was so rude! Supposedley, the moment was for Taylor for winning the 'Best Female Video (You Belong With Me)' title BUT he suddenly stormed the stage then grabbed the mic from her and babbled things like, "Yo Taylor, I'm happy for you and I'mma let you finish," and then the words that followed were, "but uh, Beyoncé had one of the best videos of all time, of all time!". Beyonce looked stunned, and I know she's not the kind of person who would take the spotlight from Taylor from the support of Kanye. When Beyonce went on stage for her 'Best Video' award, She turned the spotlight for Taylor Swift. *Awww..

credits: http://mtv.com

&& Oh, I got that from Justin Bieber's FB Updates. I reaally wanna watch the whole show, But nahh, I can wait on Sept. 27.
I'm expecting Miranda Cosgrove and Justin Bieber at the VMAs next Sunday.
Yea, just can't get rid of JB :)

"It rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and Always.."

PS: I got a B! with a total average of 85! still have my chances of improving!
PPS: I told my mom I'm gonna be in the 1st place next grading. hah!! like that could ever happen..

- Country music rocks!
but MJ's music will still be the BEST!
xTOKi-CHANx

FRiDAY MADNESS!

2009-09-20T02:15:00.000-07:00

Woah.. September 18, 2009 -One of the most TRAUMATiC days in my life!!
It started early morning.. The Class Officers of every classroom in the 1st year level must wear their PE uniform 'cause we'll be having our "Make A Difference LTSW" (Leadership Training Seminar Workshop). && Yea, I know it's a CLASS DAY. see how AWESOMMEE it is? We won't have boring classes for the whole day!! That means, I won't have to face the teachers and listen to their blah blahs! XD
The only unfair thing is.. They'll have early dismissal and ours are 2+ hours away. DARN.. I've made plans already on going to SM.. Kim Chiu, Gerald Anderson, Coco Martin and Jake Cuenca were there!! Leading stars from a favorite TV show of mine! :(

Anyway, It started with the registration early in the morning.. 8:00 am, I think? Well, we wrote our names in a small yellow paper then inserted it in an empty ID card. Gawdd.. Jivan's yellow paper was hard to insert.. it even took us 10-15 mins. or so XD

I tackled with my old school/classmates who're also officers in their respective classrooms. We went to our venue, which is in the AVR. I seated on the left portion, 'cause we're separated from the boys. When Kuya Marion arrived, he told us we failed in our first challenge. We didn't notice that trash were everywhere in the AVR, and as leaders, we should've picked the trash and threw it away in the trash can. Another thing was, we could've helped Kuya Marion with the chairs he's carrying. Instead, we kept on talking XD

Well, our first activity was held beside our Cultural Center. each group were composed with officers from two different sections. Objectives were: to put the ping-pong ball on top of a bottle's mouth, not ro drop it. the only materials we're allowed to use are 6 sack straws. The bottle was a few meters away, I think?! :)
We had a hard time, but we're enjoying it. We LOLed ourselves off. After standing up from kneeling and shouting like crazy, Gawdd, I felt freakin' DiZZY.

We went back to discuss a few things then ate snacks. After recess, we had our next activity which I'd like to call a 'Debate'. Complicated questions were asked, making it hard for us to decide which side to choose. After deciding, a representative from each group would stand up for their opinion. So yea, it's more like a debate. But no violence was present, though. I stood up from my opinion once, Even if I don't want to (thanx a lot, Shem!). The situation was: "Is copying from others' assignments considered cheating?", I can't believe some people bothered to go for the 'Its not considered cheating' side. Hell yea, they gave strong defenses. & I know that the situation struck everyone in the AVR.

Lunch was next. we decided to have our lunch back at the classroom. Its so good to be with 'not strangers' again :D Surprisingly, I didn't have the mood to eat. So, I copied a memo I missed then went with the other officers.

Downstairs, while waiting for the AVR to open, I chatted with a couple of friends & as usual, laughed my head off. When we went back to the AVR, Kuya Marion prepared an energizer for us. We danced the original and rock version of 'Buttercup' with a lot of silly but fun steppings. Ysai took a video of us dancing. Hope I'm not the one who's clear enough to see XD

After dancing, we proceeded to our next activity held outside the AVR since the electricity went out. We have to make posters showing the different aspects of a true leader and a Carolinian. Johnrich's drawing was a *thumbs-up*! Haha. I barely took my eyes off of it, 'Cause you know I don't know (MUCH) how to draw a good-looking anime boy :|

& Yea, FREE snacks were served! TWiCE =D

After the activity, we went back to the AVR to do the explanation of our posters. I nearly laughed my head off (again) after seeing our presentation. t'was so darn funny, i don't even know why XD

The following minutes were occupied by our principal's messages. I heard we're going to take German lessons and the two best students will have a chance to go to Germany next year (summer). Though, I'd trade my tickets to go to Japan if I get to be the "chosen" one :))

5:00 pm -DiSMiSSED! & sucks 'cause it was raining. I didn't hesitate to go to the office immediatley. I was like, SHOCKS! Why didn't I call my parents anyway to pick me up? *Uugghh. I was groaning the whole time in the Jeepney with Shella, Kharissa and JC. Even though, JC needs a "tour guide" 'cause he needs to go to Jollibee near my (PAST) school. and since I'm the only one who's going near the place, I have no choice but to go with JC. the next words you'll be reading will be the happenings that occured while transferring from one street to another.. WHiLE RAiNiNG HARD!! x[

Ok, so Shella got off the Jeepney first.. and she's the only one who got an umbrella! I know it sucks 'cause I forgot to bring my umbrella.. sheesh.
Kharissa, me, and JC got off the same time. Kharissa was the next one to ride another jeepney, soaking wet. JC and me waited for another jeepney to come, But the rain became harder for us to see the specific number (of the jeep) and to run for it to ride. When the jeep finally came, We ran as hard as we could and covered our head with anything wide/big enough just to stop more raindrops from soaking us wet.
JC got off first, and I bet he had a hard time, too. When I got off the jeep, I ran to the Office, not minding the looks of the people seeing me pass by them in a hurry. When I got in the Office, I got scolded by my parents -,-

crazy weekend. xTOKi-CHANx

Evolution of Humans.

2009-09-13T00:37:00.000-07:00

Ok, this might sound completely weird, but me and my class, I-GOLD, made up a theory about the "Evolution of Humans" originally by Charles Darwin. I think we were just carried away by the thought that it's our lesson in A.P. (History) subject.

Here it is! dum dum dum..

THE GOLDEN THEORY.
- After three months of research, the 1st. year Gold of The University of San Carlos has released the Golden Theory. The Golden Theory is a theory about "The Evolution of Humans". The Golden Theory contains sides from the religious and scientific beliefs of where human beings come from. According to the 1st yr. Gold of The University of San Carlos, possibly religion and science were supposed to be together but they were believing in their own instincts and beliefs. We can show that Charles Darwin's "Evolution of Human beings" maybe true that we came from monkeys, but we can't say that the monkeys just evolved in every decade or century, there must be a genetic process that might have caused the monkeys to evolve. In the part of the Bible especially in the book of Genesis, God created Adam and Eve and then his creation bore two sons who were Kane and Abel. The book of Genesis said that because of jealousy, Kane was tempted to murder his own brother, and after he murdered his brother, he was placed by God away from Adam and Eve. We will now go to the point of this theory. Since there were no female human for Kane to mate with, he may have thought to mate with animals which he thought that he has the same genetic traits with, which is the monkey. So after he mated female monkeys, the female monkeys bore the Ramapithecus. So from generations to generations, the Ramapithecus may have evolved to the Homo species.

So, that's it guys. Whad'dya think? was it worth reading? Maybe you could learn complicated facts from our theory that you can't find in any smart person's theories and blah blah's. We're hoping to become RiCH & trust me, this takes a LOT of effort. Not to mention a bunch of different ideas from different people XD

Call me random. xTOKi ♥
Justin Bieber *obsessed*

hasty.

2009-09-12T07:59:00.000-07:00

aww. I think I love this week :)

many things have happened, and I think I was enjoying for the past days. Not to mention the *surprises. I've been feeling a little bit CRAMMY, maybe because I'm tired or something.

• Lately, I concentrated MORE on my studies and what resulted was something better. My grades were no longer close to FAiLiNG, But I still need improvement :D

• Just found out that my grade in Math [quiz] was not a failing one! I had one point mistaken for being a wrong answer, & that adds up to the PASSiNG SCORE [at least!]

• Schedule for Cheerdance practices WiLL become tight. M-W-F practices after dismissal. T-TH: practice w/ members w/o teacher. GAWDD! Like, when CAN I go home? 6 in the evening? and like, home's 50 minutes away from school! X[

• Intrams are coming near. Cheerdance schedule may be tough, But I like the moves, and the costume :)

-- The next few weeks will be complicated and hard. Exams are coming, too. and that means I have to double my dedication to Studies & Cheerdance practice.

GOAL: Save money to buy Justin Bieber's debut album: My World. Not been released in stores yet, But I know it'll come.

dropping by :)

2009-09-05T05:23:00.000-07:00

`WEWW! just got back from doing those busy schoolworks. We've gone through many holidays in the past weeks. and next week, we're gonna have another holiday to chill. *Also, I'm almost done conducting my NaruHina essay PART 2. But its in my Naruto notebook & you have to confront me iN PERSON if you like to read it :)

Anyways, Just dropping by to update what has been happening to me from last week. t'was a RUSH. One of the weeks that disgusts me for like, eternity just remembering it.

• I've destroyed HALF of my reputation being a good secretary in my class. I threw away an important note to be filed in my Compilation folder. DAMN. I didn't get scolded, though :)

• MATH SCORE in seatwork 2.3, I failed. GOSH, I promised to myself not to get a failing grade in the 2nd quarter. I feel so devastated.

• SCiENCE activity result. I failed AGAiN. BUT, majority in our class failed also, that means I'm not the only one whose grades are gonna shrink *smiles evily*

• MATH quiz score. FAiLED again! OMG. what am I gonna do? I studied REALLY REALLY hard [while looking at Justin Bieber's pictures] before it started & even consulted some of my [smart] friends to help me understand about SUBTRACTiNG & ADDiNG POLYNOMiALS. damn.

• TLE-Drafting rating. VERY LOW (secret!). But at least I didn't fail and my teacher didn't scribble a "repeat" comment on my work. I'll improve [and avoid erasures] next time :)

• SEAT PLAN ARRANGEMENT FOR THE 2ND QUARTER OF THE SCHOOL YEAR. *GAWDD! I hate my place. I used to be in the FRONT part until this STUPiD swapping of seating arrangement happened! I love my place and I'm comfy with the people around me. 'Till now, I miss my seat and sometimes I get confused assuming it's still my place :((

• PERSONAL PROBLEMS. too confidential & this place is too public. Only available as an entry in my diary ^^

-- I've always hated MATH and SCiENCE. & just because you're not into them doesn't mean you're not LOGiCAL. Mistakes are natural especially when you're dealing with your difficulties. But they help you improve and you can learn from them, 'ayt? :)

NEW OBSESSiON:

JUSTiN BiEBER. ♥
- Please listen to his song entitled: "One Time". BETTER if you watch its OFFiCiAL music video. oh, you must've heard it already, right? Its my BG music, here in my blog. nice huh?
Anyways, support this cutie and update yourself with more of his new upcoming vids. you'll go GAGA over him.

He's 15.. and SiNGLE :)

x.TOKi-CHAN.x

Saturday [fun?!]

2009-08-23T06:12:00.000-07:00

AUGUST 22, 2009

I woke up early, 5:00-:30 am or so?! then took a bath. I was pissed off 'cause I didn't hear my alarm clock ringing. Maybe I was in deep slumber at that time.
I woke my father up after, and it seemed that he was upset to wake up in such an early hour of the day. He told me to change to my school uniform first then come back to wake him up again.

Today, we [Carolinians] get to watch a play in SM entitled "Tatsulok". I was so excited and thought this day would turn into a memorable one.

Indeed, it WAS a memorable one. So memorable, I don't need to put it as an entry in my diary. Still, I'd like to share this as one of my weird (but fun) experiences.

We left for school about Quarter to 7 a.m. or so, and we arrived at exactly 7:45.
I went directly to our venue and found a few of my usual earlybird classmates. Of course, It's always natural for me to do the combing of my hair and a touch-up of my face [just powder] first when I arrive in school. More of my classmates [and other students] were arriving.

Just that morning, I heard Lyra's [a close friend of mine from our barkada back in sixth grade who's studying in a diff. school now] going to SM, too. She must've heard about our play-watching and decided to come 'cause she missed us XD

During the assembly, I was so busy talking with my friends. Our P.I.O. had already positioned us in our lines, and I was one of the people who didn't know their places. Geez, t'was a beautiful Saturday to just jam around w/ my friends then.

We had our own services in going to SM. But since all of us who're going to watch the play didn't get to fit in the Car pools, The ones who were left get to wait for an hour. No kidding, BUT I'm one of those people left stranded in the middle of the HOT morning and got struck by the painful rays of the burning sun. Lucky enough, I was with my noisy but fun-to-be-with friends throughout the 60 mins. of my life.

When we arrived at SM, some students already get to buy snacks, drinks, and all that. It sucks, 'cause I forgot to ask for money from my father. All i have was 5O PHP, and the Pizza Hut [MY FAVORiiTE] stand that sells 2 slices of choice pizza for 50 PHP was so far to catch up.

The moment we got in the theatre, the songs 'Nobody' and 'Lollipop' performed by Wonder Girls and Big Bang ft. 2NE1 played. I went dancing and almost got lost inside the dark theatre. Good thing my left arm was grabbed by Charis while my other arm was grabbed by Kharissa. But both went to the same direction, of course.

I thought the play would turn out to be Educational, But instead, it turned out to be your typical favorite drama based on 3 friends [LOVE TRiANGLE] which happens to be a tear-jerker and a voice squeaker. There was a kissing scene, and I squealed all over, leaning on Abbie, who was beside me at that time XD
I was SOO DARN HUNGRY while watching the whole play. So, with no choice left, I ate my lunch secretly. I was eating Bacon and Egg, a favorite BREAKFAST meal.

The play ended at 12:00-40 noon. And it took us half an hour to assemble properly outside Northwing and wait for the Car pools. Some stayed inside the mall 'cause the heat of the sun outside was killing us. Some bought snacks, lunch, and even coolers. The 'Rich' students couldn't miss the opportunity to buy STARBUCKS since It's the first store from the Entrance/Exit doors. With my 50 PHP, and a total of 49 PHP only, I bought a pack of 4 assorted [Chocolate] brownies from Brownies Unlimited.

Jona, Andromeda and Danica told me that they talked to a couple of JAPANESE girls. I soo envy them! t'was so unfair! I love anything Japanese, and I want to talk to a couple of citizens, too! &&, They even took a picture together :|

I regretted not bringing my camera, I would've posted some pictures here for everyone to see. I didn't know that there will be NO inspection. So, I only brought my Cellpone for me to contact my father.

At the end of the day, I realized I wanted to have bangs. Why? 'cause I want to look like a Japanese badly. I already know how to do the High Bun, and with cute bangs, what hairstyles could I do more? A LOT! Especially when I have my natural wave, medium hair. I begged my parents, and they're not sure of what they should answer yet. The last time my parents wanted me to have bangs was during 4th grade, when my hair was still plain straight-curlyish. My bangs went 'whoosh' all over and I looked like a complete Idiot. If my parents won't agree, I can always look for tutorials in Youtube on how to cut my own bangs. All I need is my hair and a pair of scissors c:

Naruto Shippuuden movie 3: Inheritors of the Will of Fire PREViEW.

2009-08-20T20:33:00.000-07:00

After watching Naruto Shippuuden ep.123 (which was GREEAAT by the way), I was browsing the site (where I watched NS) 'cause I was left confused since last, last week why ep.118 didn't come out. I found an article about it and thank goodness, they posted the reason why. Its because Tokyo TV delayed it again && it sucks 'cause the content says that Jugo's power was shown. Doesn't matter anyway, I can look up in the manga (:

Below the article, I found another content which talks about the preview of Naruto Shippuuden movie 3: Inheritors of the Will of Fire. I felt relieved 'cause another movie will be released again :D and I know that Naruto movies are always getting better after each one has been released, especially in Shippuuden level. More fights are seen and more skills are discovered, as well as the progression of each character. I think this 3rd Shippuuden movie will turn out to be a thumbs-up because based on the preview, Team 7, 8, 10 && Team Gai [not sure if the Sand siblings will be there] will be sent out on a mission concerning Kakashi's life to be spared in a Great Ninja war --or something. I didn't quite understand 'cause I bet they won't show some quick spoilers; especially if they're spine tingling that viewers can't wait to see but know they can't spoil the big moment. Anyway, in tailedfox the vid isn't subbed. But when I searched in Youtube, I found the subbed version.
i WAS HOPiNG TO SHARE THiS TO ALL OF YOU! ESPECiALLY TO THE NARUTARDS OUT THERE. ENJOY! [Credits to: TAiLEDFOX && YOUTUBE]

DiSCLAiMER: I don't own Naruto. it belongs to Masashi Kishimoto :]

Goodybe, Pres. Corazon Aquino.

2009-08-04T19:47:00.000-07:00

"I'd rather die a meaningful death than live a meaningless life.."
-Maria Corazon "Cory" Sumulong Cojuangco Aquino
1933-2009
Maria Corazon "Cory" Sumulong Cojuangco Aquino (January 25, 1933 – August 1, 2009) was the 11th President of the Philippines, serving from 1986 to 1992. She was the first female president of the Philippines and was Asia's first female president.

A self-proclaimed "plain housewife", Aquino was married to Senator Benigno Aquino, Jr. (1932–1983), a leading figure in the political opposition against the autocratic rule of President Ferdinand Marcos. After her husband was assassinated upon his return from exile in the United States on August 21, 1983, Aquino, who had no prior political experience, became a focal point and unifying force of the opposition against Marcos. She was drafted to run against Marcos in the 1986 snap presidential elections. After Marcos was proclaimed the winner despite widespread reports of electoral fraud, Aquino was installed as President by the peaceful 1986 People Power Revolution.

President Aquino led the transition back to democracy, with the ratification and enactment of a new permanent constitution in February 1987. Progress was made in revitalizing democratic institutions and respect for civil liberties, but Aquino's administration was also viewed as weak and fractious, and a return to full political stability and economic development was hampered by several attempted coups staged by disaffected members of the Philippine military. Aquino died on August 1, 2009 at 3:18 a.m. after suffering from colon cancer.

--Obviously, I hadn't gotten the chance to experience the time of Pres. Cory's presidencial period. I was curious, so I asked my mom, "Ma, Is Pres. Cory that important? I mean, I know she's the former president and all, but what are her contributions to our country?" then my mom somehow scolded me and said, "her contributions, you say?" she paused. "She's known as the mother of democracy 'cause she started the form of government our country's having now. and if it wasn't for her, Marcos would still be leading the country. and can you imagine what our country would be up to now if he keeps on doing everything his own way and not minding the concerns of the citizens? Pres. Cory restored everything back to its own place, and even implented PEACE in our country. That's how important she is.."

What mother said to me made me realize the importance of former Pres. Corazon Aquino. I should be thankful for her good doings she has done to our country. All in all, Tita Cory is a leader, an inspiration, a wife, and a MOTHER.
R.i.P, Tita Cory! YOU'LL ALWAYS BE ALiVE iN OUR HEARTS! LABAN!!♥

tear jerker.

2009-07-26T00:23:00.000-07:00

"In my dream, I can walk, run, and move freely... In reality, I can't do any of that."
--Kito Aya

Today, July 26 2009, I just finished watching "One Liter of Tears". a sad story based on a diary from a Japanese girl named Kito Aya. for short, its a true story. I just bought the DVD maybe on the 1st or 2nd week of highschool. I didn't have sufficient time to watch all of its episodes. So, I watch about 1-3 eps. every weekend. But when I bought ToraDora, I used my spare time to finish it instead. That's why the span time of watching One Liter of Tears was cut-off for 1-2 weeks.

Anyways, yesterday during my spare time (exams are finally done, woot!), I decided to watch One Litre of Tears again. I was on the 8th episode already, 3 eps. more to finish it. But the duration time will took 45-50 mins. so I didn't got the chance to watch it `till the 11th episode. Eps. 8-11 were my most favorite episodes. I mostly cried during those times while I was watching. I couldn't hold back the tears.
My favorite scenes were mostly about Haruto and Aya, 'cause I admire Ryō Nishikido [Asou Haruto] and the way he acts around for his love for Aya. The following episodes were often showing about the progression of Aya's disease, and it really brings the tears out of my eyes.

Aya's quotes also moved me. The way they speak about courage and hope to be able to live on. Not to mention Aya's mom, who was always there for her. Indeed, any child would be lucky enough to have Shioka-san as their Okaasan. and Aya's friends, the way they would give their all to help Aya through the difficult times. && Haruto--- who would forget about him? He was the one who snuck Aya out of her shell. He was her knight, and the whole time while I was watching One Liter of Tears, I waited for the words "I Love You" to come out of Haruto's mouth. But sadly, it didn't. I also thought it would never be possible because in Aya's lifetime, there was really no Asou Haruto. he was just a fictional character. But its still kinda nice of them to plot something like that to be included in the movie 'cause Haruto really did a great job to prove his love for Aya. I was also glad that Aya returned
the feelings c:

Overall, "One Liter of Tears" is one of the most touching stories I've watched in my whole life. and what made it so moving is that it's based on a true story and from a real diary. It would inspire people, especially those who have the same disease as Aya's, to live their lives to the fullest, and to do a lot of other things they're scared to do because of their condition. R.I.P, AYA-SAN! YOU'LL ALWAYS BE ALiVE iN OUR HEARTS! ♥

FAVORiTE QUOTES:

Haruto:"I..like you. Maybe. Probably. I, like you.. probably."
Aya:"Arigato."

Aya:"I want to build a time machine and revisit the past. If it weren’t for this disease, I might even be in love. I want to cling to someone’s arm so badly."

Aya:"As I think about the past,
the tears will come out.
Reality is too cruel, too brutal.
I don’t even have the right to dream.
As I think about the future,
the tears will come out again."

“The flower petals are opening up,
each one more than the other.
The flowers will once again blossom in full glory.
Knowing yesterday what will happen to them today,
made me happy.”

"It's okay if you fall.
You can just get up again.
Why don't you look up at the sky, while you're down there.
The blue sky spreads across above you.
Can you see it smiling at you?
You are alive."

"Okaasan, will I be able to get married?"

“Why did the illness choose me?
The word fate isn't a good enough explanation!”

Aya:"Live on, okay? Live on forever..
Haruto:"I got it."

Haruto:"You're sleeping? You're still smiling.."

Aya:"To be able to smile and tell everyone this.. I have, at least; cried One Liter of tears.."

PROOF.

2009-07-04T07:17:00.000-07:00

~Whew! haven't posted for a while!
High School life is really busy! Dun have sufficient time!
&& I can only online during weekends? what the heck!
Anyways.. Its good to be back! Just posting some proofs I found while I'm watching my weekly schedule on new Shippuuden updates..

-HERE iS HiNATA iN HER SOLO PiC. SHE'S ONE OF THE FAMOUS CHARACTERS, OF COURSE. LOOK WHAT COLOR SHE'S WEARiNG? ORANGE! NARUTO'S COLOR! ^O^
i MEAN, SERiOUSLY! HER COLOR WOULD'VE BEEN LAVENDER-LiKE.. BUT THEY PURPOSELY MADE iT ORANGE! A POiNT FOR NARUHiNA! (SAKURA'S COLOR iS PiNK, OF COURSE)

-THE SiTUATiON iS A LiTTLE LiKE ME.. SOMETiMES i WEAR/CHOOSE SOMETHiNG WiTH THE FAVORiTE COLOR OF THE PERSON i ADMiRE :]

-THERE iS A WRiTiNG ON THE SAND. BUT i CAN'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND iT TOO. BUT WHEN i SAW A POST ABOUT WHAT THiS WRiTiNG MEANS, THE POSTER SAiD iT MEANS: SASUKE AND SAKURA (UNDER THE UMBRELLA W/ A HEART SHAPE). SASUKE'S NAME iS ON THE LEFT SiDE. BOTH OF THE NAMES WERE SCRiBBLED BY SAKURA BUT iT SEEMS SHE SCRATCHED SASUKE'S.

-i DUNNO WHY, BUT i GUESS iTS A SiGN THAT HE'S FAR AWAY OR HE'S NOT WiTH HER ANYMORE.. BUT WHEN ASKiNG 'BOUT MY OPiNiON, i THiNK SAKURA STiLL LOVES SASUKE..
SHE WOULD'VE PLAYED UNDER THE SUN WiTH THE OTHERS THAN STAYiNG BESiDE THE SHORE BEDS WRiTiNG HiS NAME.. i GUESS THEY iNTENDED TO MAKE iT SCRATCHED 'CAUSE OTHER PEOPLE MiGHT ASSUME THAT SASUSAKU iS HAPPENiNG.. AND iT'S STiLL TOO EARLY..
iTS NOT YET EVEN HAPPENiNG iN THE MANGA..

~TO WATCH THE FULL ViD, CLiCK HERE!

ANYWAYS, SASUSAKU AND NARUHiNA FOREVER! DON'T LOOSE HOPE!! FiGHTiNG!! XD

OBJECTiON!

2009-06-06T20:33:00.000-07:00

Seriously, WTF is this? Oh wait-

ONE WORD: EWW.EWW.EWWW! X[ i'D RATHER STEP ON PiG CRAP

I was reading Naruto chap. 450 at that time. Just by its title, 'The Joyful village', I felt relieved that Naruto was already back at Konoha, and finally, they can talk over about Hinata's confession. But My mood was TOTALLY DESTROYED, Seeing Sakura hugging Naruto. I felt depressed, Broken, and somehow Pissed off by what happened. I was on the verge of crying, but knowing that my sister was behind me, I chose not to. But, I did when I went to sleep later that night.

Now, to settle this, the only thing that can calm me down is to express my reaction about Chap. 450. Listen, NaruHina fans!:

:We all know that Sakura lost Sasuke, and she promised to herself to become more protective of her friends. Especially her teammate, Since Sasuke was also her teammate before. I can't blame Sakura by what she was feeling. She felt relieved, knowing that her teammate is still alive. The way she was expressing, by hugging Naruto and saying 'Thank You', is clear enough for all of us that She really didn't break her promise of being protective. If Sakura can do anything about Naruto fighting with Pein, then we know she would. But since she didn't, (Hinata did. LOL),
Sakura just expressed her actions by thanking the stars above and hugged him. If it was Sasuke in Naruto's place, She would've hugged him too. But sad to say, He's not her teammate anymore. I was hoping that Kishimoto-san didn't Intend that scene to be a Romantic one, but to be a 'Sign that one person loves his/her friend because his precious to him/her' one instead. Still, Hinata was there, Of course.

So, as you see PEOPLE, In my opinion, Sakura just treats Naruto as a brother. Knowing that losing another teammate is painful, She hugged him, as a sign of Thanx above that she didn't loose her BROTHER. I'm sure Sakura still has feelings for Sasuke. I'm hoping they would end up together, too. [Sasuke and Sakura].
Really, Use your common sense, If you were in Sakura's place, and you knew you lost another precious person to you once, you would also imitate her actions towards Naruto, right? So, If you still feel depressed, think of it as a 'Friends Only-Family action' gratitude from Sakura.

So much about those stuffs, I hope there would be a NaruHina scene where Naruto would confront Hinata about her confession. I'm sure Naruto will learn to love Hinata in the upcoming chapters. i REALLY HOPE SO.
I've also thought of a dialogue, when the time comes that Naruto and Hinata will officially become CANON.

Hinata: 'You're the first Naruto and still is, Okay?'
Naruto: 'You may not be my first Hinata, but you're my truest one.'

Awww..wouldn't that be sweet? :3
Anyways, That's all for now. Hope this calms me down XD

Ichi Rittoru no Namida [One litre of Tears]

2009-06-05T00:32:00.000-07:00

"To be able to smile and tell everyone this; I have,
At least, cried one litre of tears."

1 rittoru no namida (1リットルの涙, Ichi rittoru no namida, lit. "1 Litre of Tears"; also called A Diary with Tears or A Diary of Tears) is a Japanese television drama for Fuji Television about a girl who was diagnosed with an incurable degenerative disease at 15, but was able to continue her life until her death at the age of 25.

The drama is an adaptation of the diary of a Japanese girl named Aya Kitō, who suffered from spinocerebellar ataxia. She began keeping a diary at the suggestion of her doctor, and continued to write until she could no longer hold a pen. The diary, titled 1 rittoru no namida, was published shortly before her death. Although some of the characters and situations are fictionalized in this television version, the dialogue frequently draws directly from Aya Kitô's own words. Moreover, each episode concludes with a narrated diary excerpt, framed with photographs from various stages in Kitô's life, before and after her diagnosis. The screenplay thus attempts to balance between faithfully working with actual text from the book, 1 rittoru no namida, while also inventing situational contexts so as to portray the struggles of the book's characters in dramatic scenarios. The character Haruto Asô, for example, does not exist in the original diary; however, as a fictional character created for this series, he provides an important mechanism through which Aya's inner feelings, the diary's language on a page, can become more fully actualized as part of a day-to-day narrative.

The story begins as Aya prepares for the new semester. Despite being happy, she suffers from slight physical problems, which only her mother seems to notice. However, one day, she falls unconsciously on the floor. After she is sent to the hospital, she is shortly diagnosed with the disease. Despite the fact that she is diagnosed with the terminal illness, she does not lose the will to survive.

She still makes friends with others, including her first love, Yuji. She later develops an interest in Haruto. Although somewhat cold, Haruto was still kind to her. Meanwhile, her health continues to deteriorate. Knowing that she will not survive for long, she returns the gift Haruto has given, who discovers the fact when he reads the love letter that Aya gave him.

Aya Kitō proved her courage and positive attitude towards an uncertain future when suffering such an illness, spinocerebellar ataxia. The drama spans a decade, during which she graduates from school while her conditions worsen.

This drama examines the complex range of feelings that patient, family, friends, and the general community, undergo during the painful process when someone so young is diagnosed with a terminal disease. In doing so, the script considers particularly the domestic situation of caring for an ill relative who requires specialized attention, but it also critiques general attitudes towards the disabled in Japanese society. Every new day for Aya means accepting new obstacles and new losses. Therefore, most importantly, this series commemorates the indomitable spirit who wrote a "record of a girl who was chosen by this strange disease."

Naruto and Hinata: a patient love <3

2009-05-21T20:40:00.000-07:00

I've been visiting the NaruHina FC for a while; and I got some good hints that Naruto and Hinata will be together. Even though some of the NH scenes are fillers in the anime adaption, I don't really mind. It's the only thing that can make me squeal.

You've known me as an avid NaruHina fan, right?
Yes, yes, that's 100% true.
But do you want to know how i started to like this tandem?:

Like I posted in my FS profile before, 'Naruto' was my first anime. probably when i was still 8 yrs. old. I was easily fascinated by the plot of its Ninja-ness story.
But what I was really looking for was Romance in action.

So, I began to memorize the characters and their life stories one by one, and the first character I decided to know was Sakura. I've read many articles that Sakura was deeply inlove with Sasuke, so I'd figure out to be fond of SasuSaku at first.
Then next came Naruto, who had a crush on Sakura, too. But there was already SasuSaku on my mind, So I say 'Boo' for NaruSaku.
(Not only because Sakura already loves Sasuke, but because she keeps on punching Naruto, too. She has no respect for him.)

When I first saw Hinata's image, I've thought of her as a 'kind-hearted, strong, shy and cute girl'. Fortunately, I was right. But it brought me to a shock when i found out that she has a long-standing admiration for Naruto, the main hero.

After the interest I have in NaruHina, I started collecting infos, pictures, bla. bla. such and such.. I also started to draw some fanarts of them, too.
Then ShikaIno and NejiTen were coming. I grew fond of them, too. But what was really on my mind all the time was NaruHina. I know that Hinata haven't told Naruto her feelings for him yet in the 1st season, But Hopefully, and Luckily; Hinata already confessed in Shippuuden. (See chapter 437 of Naruto.)

So, that's it. pretty predictable, right? ^^
Anyways, I wanna share some hints with you ~Minna. I hope you'll keep on
supporting NaruHina:
[ALL iNFOS && SOME iMAGES ARE FROM: THE NARUHiNA FC. HUGE CREDiTS
TO THE OWNER, DARKHOPE-SAMA; *CHEERS!* && ALSO TO THE OTHER STAFFS, MEMBERS. PS: i JUST SUMMARiZED THE WHOLE iNFO. SO, iTS STiLL MY GRAMMAR BASED ON WHAT i'VE RESEARCHED ^O^]

Based on the picture above, Naruto, somehow; is waving at an old friend of his. Based on the title and the chapter: '371: Old Friends'. But think twice and look closely, doesn't it make a resemblance to Hinata's Image cover in chapter 441?
Its like Naruto is waving at Hinata and she immediateley caught his attention.
Quite a coincidence right? Maybe..; tsk. tsk.

Its Chuunin exams time! and as you've seen in the episodes/chapters before, Naruto made a blood oath to Hinata that he will definitely defeat Neji for her. Hhhmm..seems like Naruto didn't forget, ei? guess he was still thinking of his Promise for Hinata. after defeating Neji, he shouted: 'Where is Hinata? is she watching?' - a sign that he can't shatter a promise he made to a person close to him.

HiNATA vs. NEJi! -At that time, Hinata was lacking of self confidence because of the horrible words his cousin (Neji) said to her. mostly about being Weak, and being a big failure/dissapointment to the Main Hyuuga family. But Naruto was there to cheer her up, the strength she got from Naruto's word gave her inspiration and determination. Thus, she chose to fight his cousin because 'the person she admires is right infront of her and she can't bear to lose.'
While fighting with Neji, Hinata looked up for Naruto and He, at the same time; thought about how incredible Hinata is.

Before the Chuunins exams, Naruto was heading for the stadium and passed by the old place where they took the Chuunin exams before. Then, he accidentally met Hinata, who was training; on the way. He asked her if she was alright, then seeked some infos about Neji, and thought Hinata could be the excellent source, too. He also told her that there can be a chance that he'll fail, because he believes Neji is stronger than him. Hinata insisted and told him that he's definitley a strong person. But Naruto only replied to her, that he just looks and acts strong in her eyes So that he can impress People. Still, Hinata insisted and told him truthful words about what she really felt deep inside. She said that naturally, Naruto is brave and strong. being not to give up easily, and will do anything for the person that is close to him. She also called him a 'proud failure' which he really is, but that's just because Hinata doesn't want to lie to Naruto and say it in a good way. Naruto didn'e get even, He stayed calm.
(At least she didn't call Naruto a 'talentless loser' just like Sakura did)

Hinata then told Naruto that whenever she sees him, there's an impact on her heart. A sign that he gives determination to her; and also a confession about her admiration for Naruto. but Naruto still stayed oblivious about it, as usual.

After hearing those words, Naruto thanked Hinata and told her that he felt a lot better now in fighting Neji because she cheered her up.
Just when Naruto was about to go, he stops. he told Hinata that he thought of her as a 'dark, shy and wierd girl' before. But paused, then said..
'BUT A PERSON LiKE YOU, i REALLY LiKE.!

As Naruto leaves, Hinata became wide-eyed shocked, and the only thing she can see is Naruto, surrounded by a brilliant light as a guide for her.

TAKE NOTE: Never before to anyone has Naruto shown this side of himself. Hinata is the first to see him in this light. Sandaime and Iruka may have known that Naruto was hiding his feelings, but Naruto never let it show to either of them. Hinata is the first person thus far Naruto opens this side of himself to.

This was a scene from Shippuuden. Naruto was greeting Hinata after 2.5 years, But Hinata was unprepared, so she fainted. While having a conversation with Shino, or Kiba? i forgot! anyways, NEVERMiND! -- He told Naruto that he noticed Hinata immediatley, not like before; in the first season. Some progress on NaruHina, `ayt?^^

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This is one of Masashi Kishimoto's (Creator of Naruto) early rough drafts before making the Naruto manga. As you can see from the pic, Hinata was wearing the same dress also from: 'Konoha! Shippu Gakuen Den', where she had her date with Naruto after confessing to him. Now, Look closely, NARUTO WAS BEHiND HiNATA LOOKiNG AT THE SUN. && ALSO TAKE NOTE: HiNATA'S NAME RESEMBLES: 'TOWARDS THE SUN'.^^

Another catchy thing was, Hinata is wearing a SPiRAL necklace. a close-resemblance from Naruto's costume, which shows of the UZUMAKi CLAN.

So.. Hhmm..what do you think? did Kishimoto-san bonded Naruto and Hinata a bit too early before the actual series? :)

A scene from chapter '437: Confessions'. Hinata was worrying about Naruto after fighting with Pein. She felt relieved after knowing that he was alright. On the other hand, Naruto was worrying about 'Them', too. and THEM means = HiNATA and the village he just destroyed because of his 6th-tailed transformation due to his anger being led all-out when Pein closely killed Hinata.

NARUHiNA in the video game. (Gomen, I forgot what's the title XD)
Based from the scene above, Naruto and Hinata were eating Dango together.
Rather than walking away, Naruto chose to stay with Hinata.

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After Naruto's transformation, He (again) regretted the things he destroyed in his demon fox mode. He was THiNKiNG OF HiNATA, not the village. But he's still concerned about them, of course.

Tsunade's proclamation as Hokage. Really, I can't say that we mostly see Naruto and Hinata together in the anime series since they're not teammates, right?
Well, would you look at this! Of ALL THE PEOPLE iN KONOHA, why would it be Hinata standing beside Naruto? Just saying that its a SPECiAL coincidence.
Although, Sakura was beside Naruto, too. but only because they're teammates!
Even Shino was there around Hinata, somewhere. But I decided to take a close-up of the two of them, instead :D

This is page from the Naruto Databook. If you look closely, the keyword
there is: HESiTANT, UP AND DOWN LOVE STORY.
which refers to Hinata herself and her love for Naruto.
It literally means that Hinata's lovelife has ups and downs. When we talk about the
'ups', It could be that Hinata gained strength from Naruto, Has done something good for Naruto, enjoying time with Naruto, finally acknowledged by Naruto, and such..
and when it comes to the 'downs', it Could be that Hinata wasn't noticed by Naruto, Hinata acted as a failure infront of Naruto, Hinata stutters and faints, Hinata misses the chance to confess her feelings, Hinata makes Naruto worry, bla. bla..

Whatever It means, the important thing is they finally consider NaruHina as a Love story. Now That wasn't a bad start for a shy girl who falls inlove with a proud failure, wasn't it?

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This is a page from an Anime Insider that feautered Naruto, (I think)?
Well, look closely. Below Hinata's fighting picture, a set of words were 'squared':
"HiNATA iS A POTENTiAL LOVE iNTEREST FOR NARUTO,
BUT HE HASN'T FULLY NOTiCED HER FEELiNGS YET".
Now that was a big squealer. It OBViOUSLY means that Hinata can be the one Naruto will love rather than Sakura. Besides, He ONLY SEEKS ACKNOWLEDGEMENT from her; and we can't call that TRUE/PURE LOVE. Not like Hinata's feelings, she seeks more than acknowledgement; and everyone knows that. She's even being honest by calling Naruto a 'proud failure' which he really is and knows it. Other than Sakura, who called him a 'Talentless loser', which is not Naruto-like, and hates it.
Think twice, What could happen after the confession of Hinata now that Naruto FULLY NOTiCED her feelings? would he accept Hinata's romantic feelings? Why not?
There could be a BiG CHANCE! As Tsunade said, 'Naruto WANTS TO LOVE and to be LOVED BACK'. There! Hinata already loved him back. How could he possibly break Hinata's heart? Naruto is a kind person. He wouldn't miss the chance where he's already loved back, ROMANTiCALLY.

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From the Databook, it is confirmed that Naruto's hobby is Gardening, while Hinata's is Flower Pressing. *WOOWWW..* Sure pretty close, isn't it? ^^
Anyways, This page from the DB is full of questions for Naruto. and Kishimoto must have answered this for him since he's just fictional. On the bottom right Corner, the
question says: "What do you think about Hinata?"
then Naruto answered: "I dunno. First she was a wimp, Then she was really tough..
But I know she's got a good heart!.
and why would Hinata be included there? she's just a supporting character, isn't she?
But who cares! She's finally included in Naruto's life!
and noticed Naruto's answer? Well..the first part maybe true. But Naruto doesn't literally mean it. He meant that Hinata was very shy/weak at first, But I think he doesn't know that BECAUSE OF HiM, she became really tough. Naruto also said that Hinata has a good heart. Does that mean Naruto appreciates Hinata's kindness? :)

In this manga scene, Naruto was feeling 'kinda-mad' at first. Maybe because he's eager to do the mission. But when Hinata told him to do their best, Naruto's expression became calm, and he was smiling. He also noticed Hinata right away, too.

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This was a sketch draft from One of the staff members of Masashi Kishimoto.
As you can see, Hinata is pointing his bubble blower to the bubble which Naruto is in. Does that explains that he/she's a NaruHina-tard; too?^^

This is an image of Hinata's biography. and like; WOAHH..
the VERY FiRST statement says: 'Hinata fell inlove with Naruto early on when others only saw him as a pest'
and its even underlined!
Again, Naruto couldn't possibly miss the chance that even when he was still a demon in everyone's eyes before, There was one 'shy dark wierd girl' who sees him differently from the Others..

NARUHiNA AGAiN iN THE ViDEO GAME!. This is a scene from Episode 59. where Hinata called Naruto a 'proud-failure', kinda confessed her admiration for him, and such. you've already read the content of this episode, right?^^

.:HiNATA'S CONFESSiON:.

.CHAPTER 437.

Is this me? or are they in the same situation where their postitions in their manga covers are the same? ~KYAAAA! ^o^
Anyways, the line in Hinata's cover says:
' SHE SETS OUT FOR THE SUN; iTS GOLDEN LiGHT HER BEACON'.
Again, her name means 'Towards the Sun', and Beacon = 'guide'.
Does that reminds you of Chapter 98/Episode 59? where Hinata refers to Naruto as her guide as she sees nobody but him surrounded by a brilliant light? :D

Oh? what's this.?
i GOT THiS SCREENSHOT WHiLE i WAS WATCHiNG NARUTO SHiPPUUDEN 110 TODAY. THiS iS ONLY A SPECiAL AFTER-SCENE SHOWN AFTER THE ENDiNG AND THE PREViEW OF THE NEXT EPiSODE..

HAHA..SEEMS LiKE NARUTO AND HiNATA ARE GETTiNG CLOSER AS THE SERiES PROGRESSES..
i KNOW THAT THEY'RE JUST FiLLERS. && i CARE WHY?
BAHH.! iTS THE REASON WHY NARUHiNA FANS SQUEAL!^^

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Again, I'm saying that we don't see Naruto and Hinata together in the anime series much. But they do, sometimes. and even in posters too? XDD
The first pic was a Shippuuden poster, Where Naruto is in between of Sakura and Hinata AGAiN. Why bother including Sakura in my close-up, anyway?

The 2nd poster is about the characters and a lil' bit about Naruto and Sasuke's bond in Shippuuden, maybe in a video game. But look closely, its much more than that!
Hinata and Naruto were standing side by side. While in the other side, NARUTO'S friend-fan and the grandchild of the 3rd Hokage is beside HiNATA'S strong little sister! Another big squealer we got here! *Claps, Cheers and Standing Ovations!*

In one of the Shippuuden endings, Hinata was shown to give Naruto a love letter, which contains her feelings for him. Well that explains how Hinata progressed.
Seems Kishimoto-san didn't forget Hinata's love for Naruto, right??^^

The whole story is shown in 'Shippu! Konoha Gakuen Den!' where they played as students in a school and Naruto is the new rebel guy. Please watch it ~minna! :)

This is a scene from an OVA in Naruto. I forgot the title.
(Gomenesai. i don't have time to look at my Naruto DVDs =.=)
Anyways, Naruto really needed to pee at that time. And it was bad timing though, because the Konoha Sports Festival was held and He had to participate in every
game. Another bad thing was, the male restroom was closed because It was under a cleaning process. and Unluckily, He missed the chance because Hinata suddenly popped out to wish Naruto the best of her luck. Naruto, who was shivering because his bladder almost killed him, Chose to stay (in pain) instead of running away.
*Although, Naruto complained after; but who cares?! its so Kawaii!^^

Another scene from the Naruto OVA.
In the end of the games, Naruto's team won. But Naruto was still dissapointed because he didn't get the chance to pee because Shino also dragged him away.
MAiN POiNT: Hinata congratulated him even if she's not in Naruto's team^^

The ending was funny, and it had a NaruHina point in it. Naruto has already defeated his bladder and he also farted at the same time AROUND THE OTHER GENiNS.
All of the genins showed mad and shocking expressions except for one, and that is Hinata. she didn't get mad, or dissapointed, or embarassed. She just shouted
'Naruto-kun.!' that showed her concern for him.

Oh, Come on! its so obvious!
in one of the Naruto ending themes, the characters were shown wearing animal costumes. LOOK CLOSELY. what animal costume is Hinata wearing? A FOX.
TAKE NOTE: Naruto's beast inside his body is a demon FOX. quite a resemblance, ei?^^
Sakura's costume was a white dog. I mean, its obviously a fox, right? with the pointy ears and the fluffy orange fur! :3

.:NARUHiNA TRADiNG CARDS! :)

So.. That's all my hints. Thanks for reading, ~Minna! I'd appreciate if you'd comment on my entries. KEEP SUPPORTiNG NARUHiNA! You'll never know what'll happen! :D